Video Flashback: Stabbing Westward Overload

They don't allow embedding, and the best quality is of course SonyBmg's files.

So here you go. I was really feeling them tonight.

Save Yourself
"If I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be . alone."

What Do I Have To Do
"If I can't make you love me just tell me what do I have to do to forget about you"

Sometimes It Hurts
"6 o'clock in the morning, my head is ready to explode"

man i love this shit.

the way i speak now.

preface:
So even in hawai'i all my friends used to say i sounded "haole" (pronounced how-lee), which pretty much means mainlander..or white...but mainly mainlander. It's actually not really a racial slur, you can call your friend that in an endearing way.

Anyway, i hung out with my friend who was in the ICS department with me in college..he's up here from LA for a developers' conference.

So i start talking, and he looks at me with the most curious face.

and i go "what?"
and he goes "Holy shit, you're full-on Haole now".

wow.

bfd quick thoughts

the whole time i was at bfd i was gaining fodder for a blog post & future storytellings.

Well i'm too tired right now. So i will say this:

it was hot, they should put a schedule up before hand, and I fell asleep on caltrain AND on muni on the way home.

I also decided to draw for 2hours for no known reason..and am now going to sleep.

will post drawing later.

purple.

I couldn't sleep. So i did a quick sketch on the computer.

i call it "purple"

Seven Deadly Sins of Drinking

I realized a while ago that I'm in love with art series. Like I came across this photo series of sexy zodiac representations that i can't find now.
I also love to draw in series..i think it makes everything else make sense, and it's probably from my animation background where you're not just drawing one image, but you're creating a concept using several hundred connected images.

Anyway that's leading to this:
Seven Deadly Sins of Drinking

I'm a sucker for things that come in 7. I want this.

And i also want friends to act out each one.

random poem

so um. i haven't published a poem of mine in a while. but i wrote a quick one tonight that i really felt.


I sit here with my
head in my hands

because I think that I might...
finally feel
something.
(finally feeling *anything*)

for someone I can't

feel anything for.

2 amazing things happened today

1. Barack Obama clinched the nomination.
2. I got home before the sun went down on a weekday night.

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY